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100.37.148.102 wrote: S3r0-Ph1i wrote: Interesting to note chapter 90 has Mika at his absolute worst moment, his physical state, but at his very best moment as well in that he's truly happy. I strongly disagree because who the hell would be happy in this situation? Mika just loves sacrificing himself. He always keeps thinking that he has to do things by himself he always has to throw himself into danger for Yuichiro and that is fully understandable but Mika is so fuckin selfless it's annoying. Ofcourse he would be happy knowing that Yuichiro is okay but that makes me even more mad because he's not thinking of himself. Hi ! So i actually created a new account just for respond you because you're the only one who seems mentally healthy and compassionate. I''m not the only one who think their relationship is toxic and one side. He sacrifies himself, he hates himself he finds his life pathetic and each time i wished yuichirou would show a little bit of affection to him. Honestly him having suicidal thoughts after the "death" of mika was good to read cause since the beginning Yuichirou is pretty harsh with Mika. So the question is : Does the actual fandom really likes Mika or maybe people are just toxic themselfs because for saying "at least Mika is happy" you are either very self centred with a lack of empathy and for sure you have never been emotionally abuse OR you have a very toxic view on relationship but what is sure is you don't know how psychology works.

Let me explain: Mika has been abused by his alcoholic father and very religious mother and despite that he still loved them so what does that mean ? That mean he project this situation with all people around him specially Yuichirou. Yuichirou has never show any kind of heathy affection towards Mika. he was very agressive, confrontational and rejected him many times (during the reunion he told him that he could leave if he wants, if he want to die it should be alone and not in front of him, during his demon's transformation he was harsh with him and again.) So in fact there is no real reason for Mika to do all this sacrifies for someone like Yu. He seems to be stuck in unheathy relationship cause he has some trauma. (look at Krul same unhealthy relationship krul refers him as a pet, same for Ferid who abused him for blood ....).

The only thing Mika need right now is to have someone who would be willing to sacrifice just to prove him that his life matters too, he deserves protection. Asumaru really bother me because again he desempower Yu in the death of Mikaela. Yuichirou need to understand that he have to protect Mika, Mika is not weapon or a robot who can hear everything from his part, who can support all his need and desires. It's a very very imbalance relationship. Yu need to learn about his error, i mean Mika litterally die two times for saving Yu, almost three. But unfortunely i think it's not gonna happen.